of strings and sounds

the guitar really picks me up whenever i'm down it seems
eh...maybe just playing music makes me feel better,
that i'm not sure of
- btw playing the black electric acoustic not the one on the picture there>>

no i'm not emo now -_-
helps when i'm stressed too...or bored lol
and somehow i'm getting a lot of
"hey, cheer up lah u look so down and emo" ; "whats with that emo face dei"

truth is i don't know myself <_<
maybe i was born this way? maybe i had too many heartbreaks? (not entirely gf probs please x_x)
maybe my face has stuck into that emo posture cause i've done that a lot for the past 18 years.
aku tak tau =( - (i don't know)

ok well i am a little swayed by something, though not entirely teruk

hmm...had dinner with henry tey boon kang just now,
plus a few other friends :3
hui ee and sharon and ee ling(although i never met her, awesome! first chance :D)
was kinda simple...we all being poor people so yea :3
ate cheese baked rice and it was pathetic xD @ ming tien (warning u guys)
i mean even for a simple mean i tasted tomato more than the cheese itself
and the rice was just plain white rice Dx lame..

this Saturday will be going out again...
its a class "reunion" at theCurve
can't say i'm really excited and looking forward to it
but its not like i wouldn't wanna go either :3
it just got out of hand from what i had in mind...thats all
hope it'll be a good time to catch up with them
and turns out i'll be "hosting" the event...wth Dx wtv -_-
good practice for event planning in the future xD

actually dozed off on the way to the dinner
so yea i guess i really am tired
although i don't really feel sleepy now ._.
either way...night :)

finally over :D

yayyyyy
finally all the assignments and presentations
are DONE with xD
can relax without the pressure now heheh

today's presentation was fine apparently
i only prepared it yesterday night o_O
got above average only though :3 (not "very good")
pretty good for last minute work lol

been really busy for the past week or so
although it spreads through 2 weeks,
i had practically 7+ days of pure torture -_-

took some time off to relax for part of today
although i still have work to do...
at least its not that bad
come to think of it i actually appreciate doing simple homework now :)

the past several days have been hectic
still managed to keep a few highlights though heh..
i think it was yesterday
Mr.Chan (a.k.a Jackie Chan), my physics lecturer
was talking about electric fields and charged particles
when suddenly it became a topic on guys and girls o_O

apparently guys are positive (+) and girls are negative (-)
he used that concept to explain the repulsion and attraction of charges lolz smart xD
then quote : "class, you know ah, guys have 3 legs"

everyone in class was "whaaa?"
- "one leg is very very short"

*dead silence*....

followed by "omgggggg omgg mr.chaaaannnn!"
"this is not biology!!" ; "why la u telling us stuff like that" ;
"we have a girl here!!" ; "i never knew mr.chan was that dirty minded, like us!"

for those who still don't get what the 3rd leg is,
www.google.com ^^
your guide to everything explicit, dirty and basically to life itself
yes, go google "am i stupid?" and it will give u 88,700,000 results of stupidity test
all totally proving that you really ARE stupid 8D
don't take this seriously :P

gonna keep working hard from now on
goodbyeeee laziness! (and procrastination)
college's starting to change me...hmm..
for the better :3 i hope.

wellllllllll
gotta go sleep now :)
lots of catching up to do in dreamland xD

its 10:53..

only a few more left to go

the hardest part of the month soon to come

only ESL ,IT and Malaysian Studies left...

surprisingly physics was kinda easy

only worried about next week's presentations

recently just asked my dad if i could get a new laptop

he agreed, yay xD

but spent the entire evening looking through the net

to find the laptop i want, plus a good deal for it

theres soooooooo many to choose from omg x_x

tomorrow i'll be going to ipoh :)

yep, hometown

wonder if i'll be able to finish my documentation + ESL presentation draft :S

never had a good record of doing work there...

been a good rough week though

hope i get some time to breathe again after my presentations

now even a few days feel like months...

mid-year tests coming soon

gonna study i guess, finally something i'm more familiar with? lol

hope we all(yes, me friends too) do well in our courses ;)

best wishes everyone...

Le time

5 minutes to midnight
its a Linkin Park song by the way
sorta cool, been a while since i've listened to them anyway

nothing much to talk about today
though i'll be doing a mini planner of sorts...here
just wanted to put it up somewhere
(and i think i should make this blog private to friends only o_O)
since i'm posting about me life here ._.

7th Apr : Adobe Photoshop Workshop at ??:?? am/pm ._.
8th Apr : Physics quiz chapter 3 & 4, Malaysian Studies written assignment due
9th Apr : Physics initial project plan due
10th Apr : - (maybe do note taking for ESL)
11th Apr : - (ditto =3)
12th Apr : IT Documentation due + presentation, Malaysian Studies Test 3
13th Apr : ESL presentation, Editorial meeting (present cover) 3pm D21

after that i'm not sure?
prolly an outing on saturday...
so..

17th Apr : Outing/study

thats about it i guess...for now
just noticed i'm never gonna be free on weekdays :/
there's one event per day x_x oh crap...

well...hope i have enough time...
crazy week ahead :(

strings

12:09

the clock hits the 10th minute

the quartet plays of yellow and of clocks

peaceful, serene and relaxing

melodies that enlighten the auditory

well i'm supposed to be doing my IT and finishing up for tmrw..

still got lots to do (i think)

but i'm just dropping by

to put up a little window into my last few days :3

hmm lets start with Saturday

had the entire day away from home

first stop was sunway, shopped till 4 i think...

was kinda spontaneous since my bro was going there for a gathering

my mum thought we'd just go there and shop around for stuff

and guess what....have a little faith :3 its in my hands nao :DDD

been reading it while on the bus to and from college

after reading a few of mitch's books

you kinda get a feel of his writing style

which Have A Little Faith really embodies

on Sunday i practically stayed at home the entire day

chat a lot and relaxed with some classical pieces 

(lol yes i know not my type but occasionally i do listen)

i like those with violins and pianos...not so much the other stuff..

i'd imagine doing a classical piece with the addition of a guitar,

now how would that sound hmm...

well today its back to stress

very gloomy, yes..cause i've been slacking too much -_-

currently listening to string quartets covers..

they're covers of popular songs like yellow by coldplay (thus the first few lines)

but played with a few violins and a cello...4 string instruments

thus the name string quartet..

ok i better get back to my assignment...

will have to "burn oil" tonight ._.

the light at the end of the tunnel

is still very very far away...

of Merlin lost

12:32am
some merlin soundtrack playing in the background (thanks ely)
warm indirect lightning illuminating my room instead of that glaring fluorescent bulb
and chatting with fiona on msn cause her skype died on her ._.

class ended quite early today, at 1pm
still really happy that i was able to finish the draft (yessssss! xD)
i went to relax a little and hung out with classmates till 3
then i bumped into timmy and michie again while waiting for the bus
me and tim have been bumping into each other a lot lately i wonder why o_O lol, le michelle's curse O_O
yeah, cause she just joined in March...and before she came i rarely saw tim around..

so we chatted a lot, waited even longer for the bus which was unusually late...
later went to tropicana city to lepak a little and grab a bite
tim had to leave early though, didn't manage to join us for "tea"
well it was more like a light dinner ._.

sleeping at 3 past midnight for the previous 2 nights have really zombified me x_x
had a nice long chat a while ago, we kinda talked about anything...which was nice,
no inhibitions...

darn, my eyes can't even stay open now...
been a busy day =)
as it has and always will be...i hope..
would just hate to sit still and decay now
since i've gotten pretty used to this lifestyle..although tiring
uh well, goodnight everyone... :3

at last

three whole days

of late nights and crazy levels of stress

i've finally done my draft x_x

2,214 words full of it...

can't believe the toll i'm putting on myself

who ever expected SAM to be such a tough 10 months

time management they say, the key..

well yeah...its about time i start doing that x_x

feeling really drained =_=

and my brain feels numb cause i've been sleeping at 3

just to finish that stupid #%&@$! draft -_-

well okay enough ranting...

its 12:44am now

earlier during IT Studies

we had to start doing our documentation for the database project...thingy...

and as we heard from our class rep. there was going to be 

a change in the due date, which was originally the 8th..

it was being extended (yay! =D)

our IT coach, Ms. Sukhminder announced the date and

almost half the class had a myocardial infraction,

"class, i have to bring the date closer a bit,
so your project is due on the 6th" - ms. sukhminder (^.^)

( O_O)!   ( x_x)    (T.T )    (x_X||)   (x.x )   (0_O||)  - the class

"yaaa, i'm sorry...i do care about you guys but
the SACE board wants it then" - ms.sukhminder

we told her that we were already half dead
trying to finish all our assignments/projects in time
then she went on to tell us
that it wasn't her choice
since the SACE board wants our projects so badly
and she felt sad for us cause she cared
and if we don't hand up in time we'd fail our IT x_x

"well..april fools :3" - ms.sukhminder

( OMG)!   ( OmG)    (OMG )    (oMG||)   (omg )   (0MG||)  - the class


i sat at the back the whole time and didn't really respond to her "bad news"
cause i was pretty much numb from all the late nights and unfinished projects
but was pretty amused at the end of it lolz

uh well this post is a little too long now
and i should be sleeping right now x_x
well gnight...