be it a chemical imbalance in the body or whatnot
sometimes it just happens
you lay your head against the soft cotton pillow and shut your eyes as you begin to withdraw from reality, but wait, you can't?
before you know it thoughts race through your mind, unstoppable, you want it to stop and let you fall asleep but the thoughts never cease.
screw it. i couldn't sleep last night, stayed up quite long before i actually dozed off, must've been some mild insomnia. The darkness of night is a wonder really, its silence, absence of sight, really brings your mind back to itself, it literally explores itself, memories, fantasies, and for those that do reminisce and dream a lot, a future. Of course i'm not saying it would bring about a great future if all one does is dream and not do anything about it, but by dreaming i guess it just sets a goal for you, something to dream of, not want of. Maybe its different for everyone, some might find theirs through work, some maybe through tv? and are there actually people that find some while in the bathroom, well...i don't know and truth be told i think it's better kept that way lol.
so, a future?
a dream car, something almost every guy should have at some point, say..a Modena. Ferrari red and the ecstatic sound of its engine, what wonderful engineering, plus how even though its just a car inside it is of emotional value. Please Mr. future-salesman-trying-to-sell-an-antique-Modena please, have me on your contacts list. Is it a Spider? Lovely.
a special song, one that reminds of the days past, years really. a song that binds, a pair and the past to present, maybe even distance. Lets hope so.
then someone, a word that solely explains it all, well almost.
one more thing, succeed. Cause after this you'll be able to run.
Through the fields of Eden.
- Topher
