Dreams? visions...

the bus took a while today,
both going there and back...
yeah i've been taking the rapidKL bus to move around nowadays
even to go to college :D (hey its cheap ._.)

had something called directed investigation today
and it was my first class -_-
kudos for bus being late +1
D.I. is like a assessment test but you do it in a group
and apparently they split it into 2 days
sounds fun eh? :D well this time not exactly...
kinda screwed up my DI -_- the questions are mostly related to each other
(plus the bus being late <_<)
so if you don't get the previous answer correct or done...
you'll be dead, and very lost :D

and when i was on the bus home
i was thinking...well this is what i usually visualize anyway
a broken human heart, not shattered or cracked
its still flesh and inside it, there's a spirit? a ghost of you maybe?
or just a mysterious presence in there
i tend to think of large spears, like those seen in anime and stuff xD
(hey they look cool) going through the heart o_O
like going in one end and out the other side,
and being lodged in the body itself :)
vanishing that person's hope, strength, emotions? stuff like that ._.
and that person walks around without meaning...

my mind plays with visions like that -_- no matter how abstract or gross it maybe :|
kinda like it though...sometimes have sad visions too and they do make me cry -_-
or at least sob..
that's how bad it is xD
(or is it a good thing? hmm..)

joanne seems to be having trouble now....again
can't cope with SAM's March intake apparently
well girl, you gotta work for your results...
they won't appear out of the blue if you keep slacking =_=
and i don't know what kheng yu's doing to help -_- heck i don't even want to..
this shall go into the bad memories box :D
and i hope she gets what she wants...or they

time for me to sign off :)
sorry if this post seems a little awkward
but i'm really tired so yeah x_x
brain not functioning xD
night..