the sky at 8

"ready to have a new start??" she said,

maybe it is a new start to her

since she's moving to the march intake and all

but i'm still in S3(err thats my class/group) with a tonne of work

strapped onto my back with nothing less than RM9k worth of fees -_-

i can't quit and start over no matter how much i want to, hell..

the burden x_x uhhhh...

but its partly true now that she's gone

i won't get to see her in class anymore, maybe concentrate better

it isn't me to be saying this but

i hope i don't see her anymore till my college stuff gets sorted out...

flashback to a few weeks back

we hung out after class at the library till 8pm for i think 2 days?

the sky was beautiful each evening on our walk to the college entrance..

one moment i'll always remember when i think of her
walking through the middle of the large clearing in our campus
in full view of the twilight..

we'd place our fingers together to form a picture perfect "portrait" of the sky

and the sky would see through that other side of the portrait, us...

"i need another hand (for this)" - Joanne

soon i might stop writing about her
one being that i don't have that many "moments" with her and
because i'm beginning to feel calm and i don't really want to have this
messing with my mind and emotions
for now...

right now its almost midnight...

wonder if there's still a train to dreamland ._.
hmm...